Life is a Bitch Sometimes

It is still the "Best of Times and the Worst of times"  My relationship with God and my career have been progressing in a very favorable manor but all other things seem to be falling apart.  Some of this is because I am moving closer to God but I will continue forward. 
The "Worst of Times" has been devastating.  Our lives are in shambles in some ways.  We are in uncharted waters with no compass.  The stress of this uncharted voyage has impacted our relationship, our love, our family and our day to day function.  I am scared that life as I know it is gone and will not return.  What will our old life be replaced with?  I pray that it is not a life that is not filled with life.
My actions, regardless of intent look to be acts of betrayal and acts that lack loyalty.  This saddens me to no end.  I will continue to love, protect and support in the ways that I know how.  I am thankful to have had the opportunity to see the error in some of my thinking.
Remember when this blog used to be fun and funny?  It will be again one day but for now we have life to deal with?
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That's All I Got!
I'm Out!
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