Used and Abused

How do you thank someone for using you?  Do you write them a letter?  Do you tell them to never come back????  Will anything you do make you feel any better about yourself? 
I know you have used me, mine and my resources and so do you.  It needs to be said so you can smell the shit smell like I have for so long.  I let it happen this time.  That is worse than when I was young and could do nothing about it.  The buffer that is between you and I may not matter much longer.  I will ignore the buffer and let you hear what you already know.  You used the buffer to your advantage and you are a shitty person for it because the buffer only loves you.  Me?  I love the buffer too....that is the problem.  Still, you have hidden behind the buffer and your health.  I want you to know that when you go, you won't be back in our lives....you are forever on your own.  You won't use the buffer to get to our resources. 
I've never regreted helping someone until now.  You have altered my view of family and how to go about helping people.  Thanks for that.

That's All I Got!
I'm Out!!
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