Pissing Into the Wind

It used to be funny to me because I thought it was temporary.  Well, it's not and it's not funny anymore.  I'm tired and no one else gives a fuck about it.  After a while, trying to do good and have it mean nothing feels like peeing into the wind....eventually you just piss on yourself.
This is probably due to me not taking control of my own life.  If there is one thing that I have learned in my life it is that if you don't take control of it, it can spin out of control and in directions you never anticipated.  Being nice and trying to please people don't pay, it only gets you taken advantage of.  I'm not saying don't be nice to people.  But maybe I shouldn't put myself in positions to be taken advantage of.....be less about other people and more about me.
I still say overall I am blessed and my life is blessed.  I'm just tired!!!!

That's All I Got!
I'm Out!!!
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