Life with a Purpose
I've talked before with my boredom with life. Is it because I don't have a purpose? How do you acquire a purpose in life and is that why I don't work with passion and purpose? I think my sports background handicaps me because after you do your thing in front of thousands of people it takes a lot to make your blood flow.
I need a mission. One that I'm proud of, one that makes me get up in the morning. What's missing from a man when he does not have a mission?
I see these people around me that are passioante about their endeavors. On the job for instance I see people competing with each other and fighting for what they want. I just look at them and think, why are you fighting so hard to complete someone elses vision? Why not develop and fight for your own vision? I have developed the vision but I don't fight for it. How do I fix that. Maybe I do fight, but I know I have a lot more fight and passion in me?????? I'm not sure, but I know that something is missing.
I have a job and I have a business. My job I say I want to leave for my business. I love my business yet I don't work at it passionatley, Why?
I feel taken for granted at home. I feel like I look out for everyone else but I don't look out for me. Others look out for me but that does not matter. I feel like so much is expected of me from my family yet it's not appreciated.
I can't get upset at home and have it just be acknowledged. Instead I get met with complaints of my inadequacies (not sexual, I am the man there thatnks). I am open to those complaints but not in reaction to my complaints. I have the right to complain right? Why don't I? Everyone else in my life gets to bitch and moan about random shit and so do I.
Random Thought: I saw The Black Knight......Good Shit!!!!! I'll be seeing that at IMAX. I also saw the trailer for a new Pacino, DeNiro movie that looks good. As does the new Bond flick. I haven't really been into Bond for years but I hear that Casino Royal is good with the new cat. I will check it out before going to the new one.
I got more bitchin to do but I will finish later. BTW my friend and kind of business partner wants to do a radio show. Could be interesting.
That's All I Got!
I'm Out!
44Black
I need a mission. One that I'm proud of, one that makes me get up in the morning. What's missing from a man when he does not have a mission?
I see these people around me that are passioante about their endeavors. On the job for instance I see people competing with each other and fighting for what they want. I just look at them and think, why are you fighting so hard to complete someone elses vision? Why not develop and fight for your own vision? I have developed the vision but I don't fight for it. How do I fix that. Maybe I do fight, but I know I have a lot more fight and passion in me?????? I'm not sure, but I know that something is missing.
I have a job and I have a business. My job I say I want to leave for my business. I love my business yet I don't work at it passionatley, Why?
I feel taken for granted at home. I feel like I look out for everyone else but I don't look out for me. Others look out for me but that does not matter. I feel like so much is expected of me from my family yet it's not appreciated.
I can't get upset at home and have it just be acknowledged. Instead I get met with complaints of my inadequacies (not sexual, I am the man there thatnks). I am open to those complaints but not in reaction to my complaints. I have the right to complain right? Why don't I? Everyone else in my life gets to bitch and moan about random shit and so do I.
Random Thought: I saw The Black Knight......Good Shit!!!!! I'll be seeing that at IMAX. I also saw the trailer for a new Pacino, DeNiro movie that looks good. As does the new Bond flick. I haven't really been into Bond for years but I hear that Casino Royal is good with the new cat. I will check it out before going to the new one.
I got more bitchin to do but I will finish later. BTW my friend and kind of business partner wants to do a radio show. Could be interesting.
That's All I Got!
I'm Out!
44Black
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