The Big (Letdown) Day

So I had these 3 huge back to back to back interviews yesterday with my company.  When I say huge I mean this position would be an immediate as well as a long-term game changer for me and my family. 

Yesterday has been building in my mind for so long yet the day was a little bit of a let down.  2 of the 3 interviews went very well and 1 I think I did OK but I'm not completely sure.  But the day was not as perfect as I thought it would be.  I envisioned coming out being sure I had the job.  Kind of like little Ralphie was sure he would get an 'A' on his report in "A Christmas Story" I was sure I was so prepared that I could not 'not' get the job. 

Instead, I left the interviews being confident that I did very well but did not feel that I 'knocked it out of the park.'  So now I have to wait at least two weeks, maybe 3, to find out what will happen to my future.  I have to put these doubts to rest and not worry by putting and leaving it in the hands of God.  He has the plan, that is much better than mine.  Things have been on the upswing so why wouldn't it continue that way?

Anyway at least I get to take my ass to Jamaica for part of the time!!!  I can't wait for that!

That's All I Got!
I'm Out!
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